Insanity works

“Be insane and seize the day” what better advice can we
give? What a better way to change the world? To taste happiness?

“Do not care about what people say or think” I heard this a
lot, but I rarely saw it getting applied, we live in society as robots,
programmed, limited…

And day after day, we start to feel emptiness, and we seek
happiness in this material world, that we forget the little details which we
can find happiness through them.

Like walking bare feet under the rain

Enjoying the laugh of a kid

Admiring the beauty of a rose

The mind is an astonishing tool, your thoughts can control
what kind of life you want to live, if you want a rich and significant life u
have to have rich and significant thoughts.

To find happiness, you have to know what you love to do and
do it with all your energy, and then you will wake up each day enthusiastic and
full of energy, and work for you will be just a fun thing to do.

The enemy of the mind is stress and worries and fears, it
makes you empty, and kills you slowly.

The quality of your thoughts determine the quality of your
life.

Insanity will free you from all the chains, it will push you
to dream big, and then open all your capability and potentials, and push your
limits to grow, and live.

You can do miracles

A smile can make someone else warm

A hug can make someone’s day

A phone call can save a life

An honest note from the heart can make someone believe

A kiss can make someone feel loved

A hello can make someone feel appreciated

A one dollar can make someone not starve to death

A little toy can make a poor baby happy

A question of concern, a one minute more with another person, a sincere look at someone, holding someone’s hand, a silly joke…and many

Who said we can’t change the word, as human beings, who said we can’t do miracles?

When it comes from the heart

When you give with love

You can do miracles

painful love

( i found this old note of mine between my papers yesterday, brought some memories about how painful love can be )

The weight of the world on my shoulder
Getting more numb as my heart gets colder
Pushing my face up to breathe
Then dive again in the depth of my fear
Do you hear?
The hollow sound of my tears?
My whimpers in your ears?
Let go of me
You’re nothing to me
Leave my hand
I don’t want to pretend
That you are a sign
That you are mine
So turn and leave me
I’ll push you away from me
Just go, leave me
Fall! Do you see me falling?
Won’t you stop searching?
I am gone missing
Forever dying
Won’t you take my life?
It would feel nice
Losing control in front of you
Not knowing what to do
As you hold my vulnerable body
My blood rolling on your hands endlessly
Stop begging me to stop slitting
When you are so good at killing
I will design my body with these scratches
I will make your nightmare fresher
Your name forever carved on my skin
You won’t see the truth beneath my skin
The scars will make you fall deeper
And your fake life will come clearer
You will pay for each time you made me cry
All your lies, never will believe, you are a lie
Believe you are dead to me
That what is and will be

The battle of a dreamer

I can not lay down my sword

And the battle was till not fought

Each tear drops like crystal from your eye

A crystal so dear to my heart than any cause

Maybe I requested more than reality can afford

But do not blame me, for wanting to bring some joy

I want to build a better world for you and me

But I don’t know my friend I am quite lost

And their tears still burns within me

a letter for him

Most my energy was spent to overcome what you made me pass through

While the kids played outside, I set trying to figure out what I did wrong in my room

Imagining other solutions, and I always believed that once I am old enough to talk,

To face you, to tell you, to show to you the demons you made me live with

I would be able to break away from that hell and I would be able finally to have a home

I would be able to stop you; I will be able to make you love us all

And now I can’t even sleep at night because I am too busy finding a way to forgive

To carry on and overcome everything you made me feel

I recall all my memories; I keep rethinking it through over and over again

Just to see where I went wrong, just to see what I did wrong

Now I have nothing left to say

But to Thank You for all the pain

My time came to control and your time to obey

I will destroy you in your own game

And prove to you that I can still play

Maybe you were able to break the spirit of a child

But I will show you the love you were never been able to take away from me

I am not a child anymore

I grew up, and if I felt I will take you down with me

The crusades

A march taken for a righteous cause

Fortitude and holiness inside of it, flow

A march taken to recapture the holy lands

The might of warriors made it impossible to bend

Step by step, with a cross held high

During the crusades the army was honored to die

But once religion is being forced

Sins vanish, massacres grow

This is when religion shatters and controls

And The Christian blood, like water, flows

Men and Women

Take a walk with me,

In countries which welcomed in her lands men and women,

Who pierced the shadows of slavery, discrimination, and misery,

And rose up, like a plant which sneaks out in Spring to unfold the winter and pierce the snow

The snow that hided all her secrets, all her beauty and all her magic

They rose up ready to tell Stories: “the legends once lived under the snow”

People gathered around them, thrilled to hear

What once happened and why do they glow

Hear the truth once and for all

Mists craved in souls

About men and women, full of wisdom and love

With messages to the world which melted in each cell of me

Determination to love

Sacrifices to give

Daring to live

Battles for peace

And a dream was left for me

To fly a human

a factory

A factory filled with legends to be told

Waiting for their time to be sold

On the light of the moon

You will know your doom

Words writing in my eyes

Appearing when the day dies

Making an art of the lies

As my spirit flies

Through my heart I see

The person you can never be

Stop trying to love me

It is okay to hate me

A factory filled with legends to be told

Waiting for their time to be sold

The secrets come clear at night

And fade away with the daylight

So when the moon comes into sight

Search for my heart to find

The legends in the stars of this night

Shall Darkness be your light?

Bled in order to breathe

I will do what ever I am capable of

To let go of you, to shake you off

Keep the distance between you and me

I will push you away for infinity

I want to be left alone

I wanna make it on my own

The demons controlling me

The temptation has no mercy

I need to bleed

In order to breathe

In winter we can always hide

Hide the crime of last night

But we know it is all temporarily

And the time will come for them to see

That I once Bled in order to breathe

I hate the summer for being so plain

For not letting me cover my shame

I hate making all this lies

I hate the fake person I was

I hate that today you have to see

That I once bled in order to breathe

Religion in Lebanon

Religion played a big role In the Lebanese’s life, like organization of life, traditions and habitudes … what most important was the Lebanese  believes, and how religion which became the Lebanese system, start  having negative influence on our lives more than good influence… in Lebanon we have Islam such as Shiism and Sunni and we have Christians such as Maronite, Greek orthodox church, Armenian church, and protestant, and there is also druze not forgetting many others religions… and for a small country at first it was something special which differ Lebanon from others, it was a gift turned to a curse by the Lebanese.

How come religion became everything?… religion for us the believers, is the road to salvation… most religions talk about love and forgiving and living together peacefully, but still we only decided to take the bad side of it , and focus on vengeance and what so ever, but the most important thing, is that religion today is being used by our leaders to cover their crimes and mistakes, and we are letting them …

It is being used to determine our future, by example if we should succeed in school or not, if we should get accepted in university or not, if we will get that work yes or not, and the worse part is that we have no control on it, there is not choice for us, we are forced to follow this system…

I sometimes understand why people despite having a religion, as I am in a government school, I had a clear look on the fucking game they are playing…

How can I stand up and say I am a proud Christian, when my Christianity will tell me if can succeed or not, or if I deserve to live, yes or no…

Maybe I am being so dramatic about this subject, most of you guys ignore it and just go with it … but it is serious to be left aside, now I am fighting it, as I once refused to write my religion on my exams paper in school, but I don’t know if I can do that in the future when I am searching for a job and I have a family to take care off.